Thursday, August 30, 2007

sun

taken in by the goodbye veils of ocean avenue
shooting lineages
self shadow eaters
solar hats jostle a three lane harmony
squinting helmets cover the alternating notes
hill and houses of eastern clouds
turned over trash cans
city workers already three hours in

let me make you a present of the light
a conservatory shaped in scotch tape and chalk
spectrum of a smaller fist
cloth unzipped
lean gathered in a direct stare
annexed now anytime you feel an unravel
a late night call for coursing

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

or,
during the full moon I planted a scarecrow on the roof
maybe he planted me, it was hard to tell
he wore a blue hoodie
he did neighborhood business and lacked a movie voice
he straw tinted
eventually even his breath turned blue

one night at 3:32 a.m. during another full moon he knocked
“I really like the view up there, but it’s cold”
“welcome home”
“I’m not scaring anyone, what’s the point if I’m not scaring anyone”
“a doctor asked me the same question recently”
“birds land on me”
“sorry. maybe I made you unwell”
“no, I like it. they call me blue. they peck sleep and salt from my eyes”
“that’s sweet”
“the moon is disappearing right now, that’s really why I came down, I thought someone should know”
“it’s called an eclipse, the moon will be back in an hour. its cause by us passing between the moon and the sun”
“isn’t that dangerous”
“yes, I’d say so”
“sometimes the really small birds tickle, and bite. I don’t like that as much. or when my breath punches holes in the air”
helping the scarecrow,
wasn’t that the best and worst that I’d done

he’s sleeping on the couch now,
next to the bookcase where the other vanished marvels live
they wake up mornings and celebrate the day like long lost reunions
I’m the only one who cries, a good feeling
scarecrow goes into the kitchen sometimes and chooses a knife
with a quick cut some of me comes loose
he never tires of holding it up like celluloid to light
“look, a slice of life”
then we look at it together, laughing our asses off

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

she said valet and I was thursday meant
she said me and I was like honey
like honey surprised by the obvious
the obvious found a set of drums and the drums found joshua
I never met joshua although joshua met the afternoon heat after eating

which wasn’t his favorite afternoon

the afternoon heat had bad teeth and met early blood
the kind that starts clean

why would I want the dark when I can tumble here
my feet in the aisle
the way a single piece of lettuce is always left behind

afternoon guitar screechy
what’s that going to do to your neck

you can get hard like a table with plenty of people
plenty of people have met a hard table
the hard table has met your roman poems and finds them wanting

wanting has met your boyfriends cool demeanor
and purposedly knocked a dirty fork onto his little hipster pants
his little hipster pants aren’t hiding all that much
all that much has met your cleavage and it said mostly the same
mostly the same
has met quotations
quotations is a politician, a clinician, other ians and ions,
little bits of can’t see

can’t we just pretend we feel fine for a couple of days

a couple of days has it’s own marching band made of glass
when they stop playing they tame all the lions suddenly
suddenly always wear a cap and everyone else wears one just like him

just like him should have asked me first

should have asked me did

did again

and again

front step poem

isn’t every birth a breach
chamomile
bended bones
a little hair
and shotgun,

imagined and refused
by a four-way stop in carolina
that runs forever each way

so when you tell me things for which I have no answer
I want to say I have seen beautiful unnameable things
that there are no endings
even when obviously chosen

Thursday, August 16, 2007

morning commute

ocean beach report

he told the wicked which, “you either know or you don’t”

take a saw to signs

the smooth bouncy voluptuous version

low-cut sweats asking where the skin starts

the awkwardness of conversation with those you’re supposed to have some in common with

pull pocket music machine, check title

tribulation

marc anthony killed himself

two minutes late makes you a half an hour late

old people run in more distinct ways than young people

the same corners, one after the other

each morning she stops at the same traffic light and looks at her right earring, tries to straighten her already straight hair with her fingers

I am the passenger and I ride and ride

sooner or later something near you is going to smell like piss

singing la la, la la la la

it’s too late he thought, to not sound like someone

no one ever said to her once, “you know you remind me of someone”

if you’re waiting for it to connect keep waiting

I know you but you don’t know me which doesn’t make a difference, or isn’t a difference, and says nothing

boy scouts is early military training

benches and trash cans are dying to be leaves

baby, you and I will never be the same

he thought his mood would end but it filled up for gas in santa nella because christy and evelyn said it was cheap there

she cut her own bangs and everyone thought it looked terrible

old people smoke in more distinct ways than young people

painting or labeling a phone number on your vehicle is a commitment

noise is scarier

sometimes you say something you don’t mean by trying to say something you mean

lake merced

waking up stopped seeming strange in 1985

pinks chimneys

gold coast

a cliff in la jolla that doesn’t allow thinking

I want to take you there

the guitar part you were waiting for

the smell in churches

the wood in courtrooms

tongue on the roof of your mouth

every word you’re never going to hear me say because you got in the way

the way we anchor everything in the ground

forest whitaker’s reflection in a car window

look again, it all leads down

my mother and father, so fuck the rest of you

I like the word “still” still

which way will it fall

I’ve never said a word, not one. idiot kids in bad glasses are straining harder than me, just trying to fit in

goodness gracious

don’t stare

choosing a parking spot in any mall parking lot

patrons

there was a girl when I was eleven who wanted to kiss me but I was afraid because she had a roughneck boy following her around

eleven years old, bathing suit falling off, have I ever loved anyone more than that

of course I have

davinci

no parking any time

seven or eight songs

everyone putting their hands to their ears constantly. buzz buzz, talk talk

always in bloom, 9 volts worth

the baby needs a paint job